rant~

right now this is the only thing i can think of to keep me temporarily distracted from boredom ==

lets seeeeeee-ugh i still have to go 2 the beach for that art55 thing, which i still havent made any progress on yet...i was lying in bed this morning wen i realised for maybe the tenth time in my life that i worry waaaay too much. about school, about friends, about life. if i look at it from a wider perspective, im just trying to make the things already existing in my life seem more important than they are, making something out of nothing much. yes i may be starting to go delirious, but i with nothing else on my mind wat else do u want me to think about???

i neva liked staying home in the holidays and doing nothing really, i like to go out and meet ppl, have fun and talk. weeeeeeell, there is the jay chou concert coming up, but i doubt id b able to get tickets and even if i do idk if my mum would let me go...always over-protective and asking all there is to ask. who are u going with? how many ppl? wat kinda ppl will there b? wen are u coming home? how are u coming home? how much money are u spending? the one taht annoys me the most is. are there any guys going? == ugh, so wat if there are guys going? she rlly doesnt want me to be one of those party girls that go out with a gang of friends everyday and rebels against her parenst.

enough bout that, my hands r cold and the weather is so nice while im inside...*sigh